Compromise

As you would know from my previous posts I am discovering how much I like being with other girls, I really like it...a lot. Having said that, I felt that it was getting easy for me to overlook by mans needs in our relationship. You see, when my b/f & I meet with other couples we have a great time, hot sexy fun but i must admit for me it is mostly about being with another woman, its what gets me hot. For my b/f however it is mostly about seeing me with other guys, its his favourite fantasy. As with most guys he absolutely loves watching me with girls but watching a guy fuck me hard sets him completely off. The swinging works because we both get what we want BUT it had been his long awaited wish for him to fuck me with just another guy so we agreed that if he did the looking (mostly online) and if I liked the guy we would meet him. So, as expected he spent the following 2 weeks completely absorbed in the computer stopping only to rush out and say 'what about this guy?' After a million photos and some online chatting we finally found a guy I was happy with, he looked pretty cute in his pics and seemed genuine so we set up a meeting.

Meeting people is always a nervous part of what we do, what will they look like? will they be weird? all those questions.. but you have a few drinks and you get over it. So finally a guy walks up and asked if I was Heather, if he was a horror I probably would have said no but he was pretty hot so I nodded and smiled like an over excited school girl. We went out to a few clubs that night and got to know Joel a bit better, he was a nice enough 'normal' guy and had a hot body and I was starting to look forward to getting back to our room. A couple of hours on and we were ready to go so we started heading back, we had to walk past the strip club on the way so we dropped in so I could get a lap dance which I knew would get me really going, after the dance I went over to the boys and sat on Joels lap while they finished their drinks, i could feel his cock harden underneath me as I adjusted my self so he could feel it was right next to my pussy, I looked at my man and could tell he was loving it so I got up and we all headed back to the room as fast as we could.

We must have only just got in the door when my b/f was already pulling my top off, i'd never seen him like that. Within about 2 minutes we were all naked in the bed, me in between 2 guys, I'd never done it before so I wasnt really sure what to do so I just gave my man the signal to go down on me. I reached down and held Joels cock and started to guide him to my mouth, finally i got to see his cock, not as long as my mans but really thick. I started to suck his cock slowly and he started to moan (which I love, nothing worse than silent guys) I could feel him getting into it so I rolled further onto my back and pulled my mans head away from my pussy, he had got me close to cumming so I had to stop him. He knew what I wanted so he layed next to me and played with my tits as Joel layed on top of me, we all watched as he guided his cock into my pussy, I was really wet but wasnt used to a cock that thick, but it felt great. He fucked me on top for a while and then I thought that seeing we were doing this I should give my man a good show. I rolled Joel over and squatted above him holding his cock up I slowly slid down it until every inch was in me then started going up and down, watching their faces was turning me on, it was better than I thought it would be. The plan was that I would take turns fucking them both but Joels cock was feeling really good and I dont think my b/f wanted me to stop. I let Joel roll me over so he could do me doggy while I looked at my b/f pulling his big cock in front of me, after a few minutes he started really going for it, he grabbed my ass hard with one hand and with his other grabbed a handfull of my hair and pulled it while he pounded his cock into me, I needed to cum badly so I reached down and rubbed my clit as fast as I could, it only took a few seconds and I was cuming hard. Joel kept fucking me getting deeper and then all of a sudden pulled out no letting go of my ass but shooting a huge load all up my back and on my shoulders, finally he had cum, I didnt move and let it all run off me so my man could see, he sat up and did the exact same thing, cumming all over my back, I really dont ever think ive seen so much cum. I think all 3 of us had a great night and my man said he cant stop thinking about it, I he still likes me to talk about when he fucks me, I dont mind, there has to be compromise in relationships right?

That Funny Feeling

Today I was sitting on the couch watching some rubbish on TV... something came on 2 hot chicks doing something or other I cant really remember, and I got that little tingle in my pussy, just a slight little urging for me to do something...

It got me thinking about boobs and girls and sex... Got me wishing that there was a cute girl around here that I could call on when I have the need..

my thoughts turned to kissing and touching and nakedness... and the tingling got stronger and stronger.. I decided to check out some lesbo porn on youporn... cause I knew at this point that I would have to satisfy myself, cause the need and the urge and the horniness was getting so strong there was no way for me to ignore it. I found this video I know its not the best vid on the planet, but it is free and the chicks are hot..

I decided to have a bit of a play in my lounge room, with the window open. Maybe some of our neighbors would get a good view if they happened to walk past the window. I took off all my clothing, as I believe that you should be nude to get yourself off... well unless you do it in public.. but that is another story for another day.

After I had my clothes off and the porn going I was getting excited and could feel my pussy getting damp. I reached my fingers down to play with the lips and gently insert them into my now wet pussy, I was watching girls play with each other and picturing myself there in with them. I slowly started to play with my clit, rubbing it around and around making the tingling get more and more... my need for an orgasm was building in my pussy, craving to explode...

My boyfriend has recently bought me a massive 9" dildo... and I wanted my pussy to be filled with it.. so I grabbed it out of my bag of tricks, it has a suction cup on the bottom, so I planted it firmly on the floor and slid my wet pussy over it, taking in the whole 9"inches. I was loving it, my pussy was filled, I went faster and faster fucking the cock hard as I could.

Now I HAD to cum I could no longer wait for it, my pussy was about to explode, I grabbed a small vibrating butterfly (my fav toy) and placed it at full speed on my clit, there was no time for building speed, I needed to cum now.

Pushing the cock in as deep and hard as I could, I brought myself to orgasm, I am sure the neighbors heard me as I could not control my screams, it was unbelievable..

I got off the dildo and put my clothes back on, my legs shaking as I went...

I was satisfied for now.... but couldn't wait till my man got home .........

Sex Party Fun

So not long ago we finally had the opportunity to go to our first sex/swingers party. It was our first one and i must say we were a little nervous, which of course is completely natural given we didn't really know what we were in for. We arrived at the accommodation around lunch, the party was actually 2 nights and 3 days in total so we wanted to get there early to try and meet some people and see if anyone took our interest, anyway we took our stuff to our room and relaxed with a couple of drinks having a good perve on every person that walked past, there was a few that looked ok and a few that were pretty plain, there was however no shortage of glamorous looking women with huge fake tits which made me feel a little out of place given my petite body. We finally got the courage up to walk around the resort and try and meet some people, we walked along the beach and said hello to a few couples and kind of kept to ourselves for a little while until we spotted who we thought looked like a couple we had been chatting to online, we had to see if it was them so we walked over and introduced ourselves, it turned out to be Brad and Lisa just like we thought, they were hot and after a bit of a chat i knew i wanted to fuck them both, i was hoping my b/f felt the same.

The first night of the party started pretty slowly, everyone getting to know each other and flirting amongst one another. The 4 of us had hit it off pretty quick and spent a lot of the night watching the 'out there' girls going down on each other on the pool deck and getting to know each other, all of us felt we were a little out of our depth so we headed for the hot spa and found there was no one else in it so we took advantage. We jumped in, just in our bathers but this gave us a better chance to check each other our. Lisa had such a nice body, i wanted to get my hands on it, she had gorgeous tits, about the same size as mine, just right to play with. Brad was a hottie too, he had a nice body, good looks and a european accent that was such a turn on, i had seen pictures of his cock so i knew it was a nice one. We flirted and chatted in the spa for a while but i think we all knew that we all just wanted to fuck each other, it just needed someone to get it going. We knew it was time to go back to our room so we grabbed some more drinks from the bar and went past Brad and Lisas room to grab their iPod and some wine then went down to our room, piled in and locked the door. Having some nice music, good company and a few drinks had us in the perfect mood, we didnt have much on so it wasnt hard for Lisa and I to get our bikini tops off, we could both tell the boys were loving finally seeing our tits out, i could see Brads cock already half hard in his shorts and i couldnt wait to get some of it, i can be pretty sure Lisa was eyeing off my b/fs cock too, it was turning me on...

Before i knew it me and Lisa were kissing and touching each other, her skin felt so good, so smooth, and she smelt so nice, kissing her was making me wet. I pulled her bikinis off and started playing with her pussy, sliding a finger in, it was already as wet as i felt, Brad got Lisas double ended dildo out and took turns riding each other and touching each other, i needed to cum so while i rode her i started playing with clit, Brad dripped lube over my pussy while i played with myself so i reached down and grabbed his cock which was rock hard by this stage. Lisa already had my b/fs cock in her mouth and i couldnt help but cum.

My man was really getting into Lisa so i layed back and looked at Brad, he climbed over to me and slowly slid his cock inside me while he played with my tits, then told me how good my pussy felt, i told him his cock felt as good as i thought it would, i could hear Lisa moan as my man started fucking her harder and harder so i grabbed Brads ass and pulled him into my pussy, he sat up on his knees and grabbed my legs as i lay on my back and started fucking me hard and fast, i looked over and the other two were watching us, i was making quite a lot of noise, Brad was doing me so hard and it felt so good, i only had to touch my clit and i came again, seeing me cum i think set Brad off because he pounded me 3 times really hard and then pushed his cock in as hard as he could, i could feel him cuming deep inside me, so i pulled him in further and moaned loudly as he filled my pussy(which i know my man loves) i could see my man and Lisa still going but after that it didnt take them long to both cum, she sounded so sexy cuming on my b/fs big cock. It was one hell of a night for and we wont forget it, just so happens we are meeting Brad and Lisa again next weekend.....

Girls

I love my boyfriend and I find him sexy and I am attracted to him... but there is just something about girls that intrigues me and makes me wet...

When there is a cute girl, I cant not look. I am worse than the guys.

I wonder what they smell like and how soft their skin is. I want to kiss them and touch them and feel the soft smoothness of their body next to mine. Just the thought of getting a sexy girl for my own to play with and touch is amazing..

And there is just something about boobs.. a nice set of tits has to be one of the sexiest things in the whole world, they crave to be touched and licked and sucked on... and when I see a nice pair I want to put my hands, up or down (which ever is easiest) and play with them.

I often fantasize about being on a dance floor in a hot night club... music pumping and sweat dripping. I think about a cute brunette wearing a short black dress coming to dance with me... I can imagine so clearly our bodies pressed against one another rubbing so slightly and breasts touching together. I would want her to kiss me and touch me and rub me, right there on the dance floor. To know there would be guys out there watching us would be such a turn on..

To go even further into my fantasy, I can see us getting off our clothing and together getting onto a bench top right in front of a DJ... rubbing our naked bodies together, kissing and touching. She would put her fingers inside me while I sucked on her nipples. We would taste each other, licking and sucking until we both came... all the while the music and dancing continued, with many people watching...

Our First Time cont...

I wasnt going to post again today but I have been asked a few times so I thought I would add a few more details to our first encounter..

Once she had finished licking me we starting to help the boys out, who had been really patient at this point just watching (and loving every second of it). We starting to suck our respective partners off.. while still using a hand to play with one another.. and then we swapped over, I started to suck off Matt and Kari off my boyfriend. She was amazing at it... she did some deep throat on my boyfriend... he has a large dick and I was amazed that she could take it all in like that. And he was loving it. Matt climbed on top of me and started to fuck me.. he said he had been waiting all night to so so...

My other half was watching and he loved it... so much in fact that he came right in Kari's mouth. Matt continued to fuck me... he went hard, and I told him to go harder, I liked getting fucked hard.. my other half can not fuck me to hard cause he is so big, but Matt was a bit smaller so he could really pound into me. I kept saying "harder, harder harder" and he loved it... and soon he was cumming too...

So all that was left was Kari, she hadent cum yet.. so I went into a little box I like to call my therapy box, and got out my dolphin dildo and my vibrating butterfly. Matt started to go to work on her nipples, my other half pulled on her hair (which she said she loved) , she used the little bizzer on her clit, and I started to fuck her with the dolphin. She was in ecstasy she came again and again, with all of us there for her pleasure and hers alone. After her third orgasm she was spent and we all flopped out on the bed satisfied.

The other two got up and left... until our next visit...

Our First Time

So we arranged to meet the other couple Matt and Kari (names changed) at a hotel between where we lived and where they lived. We were very nervous and excited. When they arrived we were very relieved to see that they were who they said they were, and she was gorgeous.

We opened a bottle of red wine and sat out on the balcony to have a chat and get to know each other a bit better. The conversation went really well, easy, they were fun and we had a lot in common with them.

Eventually after 5 hours of chit chat we moved into the room and sat on the couch. There was a sort of nervous tension in the room. Each couple and person wanted to initiate something but we struggled to make that first move. The Kari and sweet as she is started it all off by asking if she could kiss me... all I could manage was a slight giggle... I wanted to kiss her so bad but I was so nervous. And then she kissed me, it was wonderful, she had the softest lips and she kissed perfectly. She then proceeded to touch my nipples and lick them. The boys seemed happy to watch but wanted more, so we all moved into the bedroom.

We slowly took off our clothing and played and kissed a bit more. She then asked me if she could kiss me "down there". It was what I always wanted and I think I managed to say yes this time, and I was so thankful I did. She has an amazing tongue , she had a stud and it flicked against my clit many times. I have been licked many times by men but they were in no way shape or form as good as her. My back arched, my breathing was heavy and I could hardly manage not to cum. As much as I wanted it to last I came in about a minute, and then again and then again. It was years of pent up desire finally coming true.. It was amazing and she loved it as well, saying how good it tasted and how she couldn't stop she just wanted more and more and more........

(liason will continue next post...)

Not to leave you hanging:

I thought I would make one more post with some more info.....

Once we decided to do the whole swinging thing I had many doubts about my own ability to allow my partner to have sex with another woman and not get jealous. We agreed that we would only ever play together and in the same room, which helped me...

But I had so many doubts still.... would I get jealous, would she be better than me? would he fall for her? is she hotter than me? so many things ran through my head. Since I love my man and I know that he loves me I decided that I would at least try it, and then see how I went after that, I mean as long as I was there nothing bad was going to happen right? I hoped not and we began a search for couples.

In the meantime our sex life was going through the roof, we were chatting daily about what we wanted to do with other people, the whole thing got me very excited and my partner as well. We couldnt wait till our first experience.

We took some naughty pictures and posted them online, they would help us find a couple for sure.

After Many nights of chatting on MSN with a couple that lived an hour away from us, we decided that we would meet them, we were scared and nervous...

WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE??????????????????

(stay tuned to find out)

The begining

I always knew that I was attracted to girls. I mean how could you not be? They are soft and pretty and they smell good all the time. I love my boyfriend with all my heart and I would never want to be with anyone else, however my urges and fantasies involve women.

I always imagined/fantasized about touching a girl and having her touch me back. I just put it in the back of my mind and decided that I would never really see what that was like. I mean how could I even approach a girl... no way I am so shy for that. So I just forgot about it... until one day

My partner and I had been out partying on a rather big night. He was VERY intoxicated and it was a bit hard to understand what he was talking about. He said to me that he wanted to watch me fuck another guy. I didnt really know what he was talking about and couldnt understand why he would want that. But after some consideration I said that I would if it was what he really wanted. Although at this point I was nervous and scared and didnt know if I could take that step.

So we joined some websites, sex dating websites which I was amazed at how many there were. and we went on a search for someone to join our fun. We could never do it with someone that we already knew. The search went on and on and on. Many guys were interested in us, but I was picky and had a hard time fining someone that I liked.

I finally got the courage up to suggest that maybe we could have a couple, cause I was interested in women as well. My man was ecstatic... he never knew that about me and as most men would, he was thrilled to be able to watch me with a girl and a guy. So we started to search for a couple. We had many interested as before.. but also as before there was many ugly/old/fat/strange people that we had no interest in what so ever....

until we met our first couple, and our swinging life began.....

(details in next blog)